Help. Can’t decide how to give birth.

I really need your input. I can’t decide whether to have a natural birth/water birth with a midwife at a very beautiful and comfortable location OR go to the hospital (with a doula) and have the option for medication if I need one...

This is so difficult because I have to choose now but I don’t know how the pain is! All I know is when I had my MC I thought I would die. I remember saying to myself this is an 11 on a pain scale of 1-10. The only reason I didn’t go to the ER for medicine was because the pain was so bad i was glued to the bathroom floor.

Please share your birth experience and what you would or would not have done differently!!!

THANK YOU!!

From a distraught new mom😬

(Btw so far my pregnancy is low risk)

Also I’m scared of epidurals😬 and I do not want any monitors attached to me. The birth center is like across the street from the hospital, if that makes any difference in your suggestions😰