You know what quite sad, a week before every af, I spend over 50$ throughout the week on pregnancy test staring at each one each day swearing to myself I see that second line. I tell myself it’s my month every month and go through the same thing every single time. I lost a baby through <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> two cycles ago now and holding onto so much hope that it will always be my turn each month that goes past. As I’m typing this I have my test in front of me from over an hour ago still staring at it hoping that my eyes are seeing this second line. But tomorrow will come around and I’ll do it all again hoping that that line will be darker this time around. Almost 5years of doing this every month. So was more then heart breaking when I lost the baby. I hope I’m not going crazy and hope that this month is finally my month.