Just want my family 😪

Hi

I don’t know where I should start!… well years ago I got pregnant and when I say years I mean way over 10 years. I was 19 and I’m in my thirties now. I had an accident at work and lost my baby. I’ve had 2 more miscarriages since and it feels that with each one it has torn a bigger whole In my heart…I’ve always battled with depression as long as I can remember but lately the older I get the worse it is Especially when I come on it’s like confirmation that I cannot have what I want so badly #livingwithPCOS!

It has crippled me in every aspect of my life and I do not know what or where I am….my passion for any and everything has depleted almost completely!…I have no wishes to do anything crazy just don’t feel like I am capable of progressing now…I’m just looking for something that will help me crawl out of this whole I’m in. Im just lost can anyone help me please and thanks in advance!.