Am I the only one?

Do any of you start to worry that something is going wrong when you finally don’t feel like crap? I felt like crap for days and today I don’t feel as nauseated and my headache is basically gone. My first pregnancy was so rough that now when I feel good I’m worried that my levels aren’t rising anymore. I’ve heard so much talk about miscarriages/chemicals that now I’m always worried I’m miscarrying. I feel like a crazy person. Is it just me?

My doctor can’t even see me until November 20th. So I get to live in paranoia land for the next month. Oh, the joys of being paranoid and pregnant! 😂