Praying for a rainbow

After a MC 2 years ago and two more this year, I’m pregnant again!!! Just found out 5 days ago. It’s so hard to be excited and celebrate the new life inside me when that looming fear keeps creeping in. I am trying to stay positive and praying for the best outcome for this baby. It’s just sad when the past losses keep coming to my mind and are heavy on my heart. I want to look to the future and plan for this baby but I’m almost afraid to let myself think ahead. Is this something that anyone else has felt? I know I can’t be the only one. 💕🌈