Too Scared To Tell

I’m so excited about being pregnant again but I’m terrified to tell anyone yet! I lost my second child at 17 weeks so I’m super scared to announce! For me it was super hard to heal when I had constant reminders and apologies. I know they meant well but it was still hard. Or there were others who acted like it never happened and were pretty disrespectful about it. Things like “you should just get pregnant again” or “you need to just forget about it and now dwell on the past” were said.

So I’m battling myself! I want to say something, but I’m scared. Also to, hubby doesn’t want to announce it yet due to possible backlash and extra stress. We have a 7 month old currently and I’m 5 weeks pregnant. So there’s that. I just had to get it off of my chest so I didn’t feel like exploding.