life struggles

I was supposed to go to grad school this Fall. But because of funding I had to defer until next Fall. I’m applying to other programs as well that aren’t as expensive. I’m living at home right now and have no money. I Don’t think it’s right to get a serious job in my field because I’m going to school and I don’t want to have to leave in a few months after I just got the job. My fiancé lives in Germany and I haven’t seen him since August. I have no money to go back and see him right now. He’s a student so he doesn’t have enough money for a ticket either. I recently got a job offer at under armor. Is it okay to take this job even if I’m planning to leave in a few months? I want to leave a few days before New Years. My life is so up in the air right now. I feel like such a failure. I’m so depressed. I just need to make some money.