Feeling so lonely :(

My boyfriend and I are recently back together to work things out. We have a 1 year old baby..

he’s been out of town for a few weeks with work, and calls once a day. When he calls, he’s very short & quick to get off the phone. When I asked him about it, he said “I really just don’t have anything to talk about.” He’s been gone three weeks, and can’t find anything more than being tired to talk about. :( how are we supposed to be sitting in rocking chairs 60 years from now talking if he doesn’t have anything to say to me now...? Before I get bombarded- know that I do initiate the convos. He says “I’ll call you right back, I need to get a drink..” and never calls back. I can count our texts on both hands. I just feel like he should have more to say to me, ya know?

When he gets home, it’ll be the same way. He will pretty much ignore me & the baby to be on his phone watching YouTube videos all evening after work. Even at the dinner table, he’s on his phone. I go to bed alone, and he comes in later, after he’s caught up on all his shows.

I’m just lonely. I feel alone even when he’s home. :( I just need some uplifting & prayers, ladies. I’m at a really weird place in my life right now.