I just need someone to listen to me.

For the past few months I have been battling cancer and I feel so alone. Not only because of the surgeries and the pain I’m going through. The people I thought were my friends didn’t even check on me. I was talking to a guy and he disappeared on me for 2 weeks and never checked on me and when we finally talked he called me a bitter bitch and told me that he didn’t owe me anything. After that I ran back to a toxic ex, because I thought he would at least pretend to care because I have a surgery Friday and yesterday he ignored me all day but was on social media and today I told him how I felt and he also called me a bitch and told me that he’s always at work but admitted yesterday was his off day. My mental health is depleting to the point where I wouldn’t even care if I died in surgery tomorrow.