Am I still young? Lol

We just found out we are having number 3, hubby and I have two together already as well as a step daughter who is the oldest.

I can’t help but feel like how I should have felt with my first when I was 18(the shock factor) Like maybe because I was expecting to be pregnant and this time was a shock but now I’m like, am I really a young mom? Lol. Like 3 babies by the time I’m 25 I feel so alone ! I’ll be the only one on both sides of the family with more than 1 child(all of our siblings have only 1 child we are the only with multiples). We’ve been married 6 years so, this should be okay right? I mean we weren’t preventing ?? But now I think my age and the number of children I’ll have has finally set in 😐

Idk any other moms in the same boat as me so, this island is starting to feel really isolating ! Lol I feel like this is something we could get in trouble idk my emotions and feelings are all over the place !