Pregnant and getting depressed...

I’m trying to stay positive I am but I can’t help but be upset about the situation I put myself in. I hate the Sperm donor he just makes my life a living hell and I wish my whole life was different right now. I was going back to school, I was going to start saving and start traveling the world. I hate him. I hate my life. I don’t even want to mention my job, it fucking sucks I went from making $17 to $11 an hour doing something that I didn’t even apply for. It’s bullshit! Total bullshit. I just want to be happy for once in my life, just once!