Infertility blues

We have been ttc for 3.5 years with zero BFPs. Immediate family and a few close friends know our struggles and a few know that I have hit a VERY low point recently.. I am looking for a counselor currently, but I am the kind of person who always shows up for my people. I'd be the first one to send a card, make a care package, go be present for someone.. and I feel like I'm walking through this alone. It sounds so irrational and selfish to WISH that someone took the time to find a sweet gift of hope or just something for me.. anything to lift my spirits and be there. Does anyone know what I mean? I just want to know I have people in my corner. Thanks for listening to me vent, ladies. Sending love and baby dust to you all!