Am I a freak.... 🤔🤔😂😂

Ok.... so the first time me and my BF made love was like so amazing..... I am a shy person but around him he make me so comfortable..... we have had sex before this time which was quickies.... (like an hour...)..... so this time we took a shower together.... while we was in there he did it in there.... it moved from there to the bed.... but we use caramel.... strawberries and whipped cream.... chocolate..... and everything..... I sucked him off real good.... we was going at it for like 3 hours..... every time I wanted to give up... he would hit my spot and turn me all the way on..... we did everything that night that u could imagine..... am I a freak..... but I love his cock and I love sucking it..... remembering it making me want him now....