We are ready for our second but I’m petrified of labour and the newborn stage again. I’ve already got a son who’s 18 months. When he was born i had 3 hours sleep in 10 days I was too scared to sleep Incase I’d wake up to him not breathing and all the worst. It’s taken me all this time to put him in his own room (which he doesn’t like) but we want a sibling for him. My partner never had any siblings to share all the exiting things with or anyone to play with but I had my bother. We were close in age we used to stay up on Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> together, we would make tents to sleep in always had a best friend and we are still best friends to this day. I’d love to be pregnant again and give someone the chance to live and do the very best I can like I do for my son but my labour was horrific it traumatised me. I’m trying to put it behind me so I can move on it just seems impossible. I want my babies close in age and we are ready to start I just can’t shake the bad thoughts from my mind. Has anyone got any advice or helpful stories please