Breaks my heart

It breaks my heart sooooo much to see mothers with their little girl 😓 I get so sad and think about my little girl that I lost in April I planned our whole life together the moment I found out I was having a girl I just pray and pray that god give me the chance to have a healthy little girl I miss my baby so much you ladies ever lost your baby and wanted that same gender once you got pregnant again or is that just me???