Slightly freaking out

mum to 2 beautiful children

Just found out I'm pregnant today and I can't get my first appointment till the 23rd of November

I've had so many things go wrong in the past I've had miscarriages eptopic pregnancy where I had my right tube removed then I had my son then I've had a chemical

Just think I would feel more save and comfortable if I was to see someone before hand don't really know why I'm posting this think I just needed too