I’m almost 10 weeks and my nerves have the best of me

I paid out of pocket and did an early ultrasound before my first OB appointment and I saw babies heartbeat.

I had my first appointment at 8w5d and saw the little thing, and got to hear the heartbeat— 180!

This past Sunday I was 9w3d and I heard the heartbeat on a Doppler! It was faint, because baby is still behind my pubic bone I’m sure, so it didn’t register on the Doppler.

The next day I tried again and couldn’t hear it, and that ate me up. But I know I’m even lucky to have got it to work this early.

Here I am, now almost 10 weeks and for some reason I’m so nervous.

My next appointment isn’t until November 27, and by then I’ll be 12w5d and ugh the wait. I just want to pay for another out of pocket ultrasound 😩

Anyone else???