ED development...?

guys i think i’m getting an eating disorder, the type i’m getting i feel is anorexia.. every day i wake up and go to tumble to look at skinny girls and feel my stomach growling and enjoy it, i weigh myself up to 15 times a day if i can, i constantly look at myself in the mirror like everytime i go pee and poke at every spot i find “fat” and everytime i eat i almost hate the feeling of being full, i’ve recently restricted my eating and only eating once in the morning and only dinner time, i count my calories every single time i eat something and i can’t eat over 700 a day, maybe 500? i don’t know how to feel about this and i haven’t been medically diagnosed with it but i have a lot of the signs, i can’t stop obsessing over my food intake, if i eat anything i feel horrible about myself and i don’t know, does anybody have some ways to cope and deal with this? i don’t wanna go to a eating disorder place cause i have extremely bad home sickness and ill just end up being in there longer than i should 😩