Wanting a positive OPK

Hello all! I’m 26 and trying to conceive #1 I was on BC for about 8 years I think I was very regular before I ended the pill on 9/26 - I didn’t have periods the last two years of BC which my doc said was normal and I got my first period right on schedule with what would have been the placebo week - I am supposed to ovulate today according to the app but so far I just have the flashing smiley on the digital tests not the solid smiley! I really want to see a positive ovulation tests to know if I have a shot at a BFP this month I know it’s uncommon to get preggers the first cycle but I really want it!! Any thoughts?