Elective section vs labour

I have a child shes 2,

Throughout her pregnancy I was under MH due to personal circumstance.

I opted for elective section as I didnt feel able to face the idea of feeling out of control through labour.

Is it selfish of me to not he considering trying to give birth naturally with baby 2?

I feel personally that labour is too thought provoking of my history and with elective I can choose all woman room and feel more in control

I just dont want to offend my partner or seem selfish :(