Worst nightmare ever

I had the worst nightmare ever I dreamed that I had the baby at like 4 months pregnant but he looked bigger than that and was a lived then I kept looking for my baby and asking everyone where my baby was then my mom said he died you miscarried and I was devastated I blamed her it's your fault and I was so hurt then I found this baby and I puked him up I didn't know whose it was and it was my brother in law s girlfriend baby and she said his mine don't touch him and she was laughing at me because my baby had died and I was just soo sad :(