being so naive to the thought of love

lexie🦋 • 22 sc: a.deziree

I’m exhausted from being a backbone for a guy &’ building him up, just for him to tear me down at the end. I literally feel like I’m too gullible &’ understanding just to get that feeling of being unconditionally loved. When you grow up without ever getting any love from your father nor ever being appreciated by him. You tend to make yourself a doormat for other men just to get that crumb of love &’ appreciation only for their own benefit