broken hearted ultrasound🙁

Yvette

I'm new here and i really don't post anything, But I'll get started... Yesterday i had my ultrasound and when i get there i was so happy too because i would know the gender of the baby, It's a girl!! I already have 3 girls and 1 boy, This baby will be my last,Ive had 4 c-sections and it looks like this 5th one is more risky... So has the doctor was looking at the baby he revealed something to me about the baby, She has cleft lip on both side of her lip and also cleft palate.. When the doctor told me that i didn't know what to say or think.. I still can't understand why this is happening to my lil girl, I've asked God why so many times.. I was really happy with this pregnancy but now I'm just very saddened about it.. I love my lil girl no matter what, but it just breaks my heart that she has this condition.. I always took care of myself so idk why this is happening...