Betrayal at its finest

*this is gonna be long*

Hi sorry to bother you but I just want to know if I’m doing the right thing. A couple of friends of mine snitched on me for *situation that I’d rather not say*. I got a three day suspension. One friend (let’s call her Liza) was in on the situation that me and two other of my friends did. Liza was all for it, she watched and commented on it. But she never did it. Liza then came up to my two other friends (the ones who snitched) and decided to lie to them and say that she was not involved with it at all. Right behind me if I may add. Liza repeated to lie to my friends behind me and the other friend who did it. We did not comment on it for we New it was bullshit and we’re having a conversation with another friend. Eliza and my two snitch friends (let’s call them Jewls and Helen) then decided that this was a “serious” situation and decided to snitch on me and my other two friends (Shima and Kelly). We were called in. I lied and got us out of that sticking situation while putting the Blame on me. I went home and ate pizza. I also blocked Eliza, Jewls, and Helen. I know that Eliza is a compulsive liar. I don’t think she knows she is though. Eliza constantly lies to people all the time. Mostly if it’s to spice a story that happened to her. If I was their at said story I know which parts were false and which were true. I never told her that she lies a lot because truly it doesn’t matter as long as she doesn’t lie to me about anything serious. Well Eliza did just that. She didn’t lie to me. She lied to the friends that were sitting right behind me during the seminar. Sure everyone was talking but I could clearly hear my name and the lies coming from her mouth. She also put all the blame on me but said nothing about how she was involved. I no longer want to be friends with this person. Now let’s talk about Helen. Yesterday while Jewls wasn’t here Helen sat next to us like usual. We talked about the situation. We laughed. Made jokes and scenarios. It was like normal. She made no comment on the situation like she did today though. Today Jewls came back from being sick. Helen left us to talk to Jewls. Helen told Jewls about the situation and Jewls did not like it. Helen followed. Since Jewls didn’t like it Helen decide she didn’t like it either. Helen made no remark of the situation at all until Eliza suggested they told and Jewls agreed . Helen is a follower of Jewls. She does whatever Jewls likes be it pop stars idols or music. What really bugs me about Helen today was that yesterday she was talking to us fine and being normal. Today she didn’t talk to us at all. Except to Jewls. So I don’t really know what Helen thinks of the situation because she has t made it clear. I also don’t want to be friends with her. I won’t talk about Jewls because I feel like she did what she did with the kindness in her heart. But They should know that heir actions to have consequences on not just them but others as well. Here is what ive learned that I have never noticed in the four years I’ve known them. Eliza is a liar and just wants to be involved in things. She doesn’t care if others are hurt or get in trouble as long as she is fine. She doesn’t care who’s side she’s on as long as that is he winning side. She’s not loyal. Helen is a follower of Jewls and even though we are all best friends she wouldn’t mind sending us under the bus if it means Jewls is fine. Even if Jewls is in the wrong. Jewls doesn’t think before she does anything. She doesn’t think their will be consequences. Actually all three of them don’t think of the consequences they can cause to others. Now the question I want answered is What do I do now? We all go to the same school. And knowing them the whole school knows by now. People are going to be asking questions and no matter how many times I’ll say don’t worry about people are going to talk. Rumors will pop up and Shima, Kelly, and I will get reputations that could ruin our lives. Sure we’ll move on and forget about (even though it could have gotten very out of hand) but for the next 5 years we are going to have to live with it until we move, people forget, or no one cares anymore. On he outside I look like I don’t care and that I’m calm but to be honest I’m hurt. Those three were my friends and I only now see that they don’t care about me. It might be my depression and anxiety talking but I can’t help feeling that their betrayal is my fault.