Nesting fever! Not enough help.

Tiffany • First time mommy!! To my little Sakura Michelle
I'm 8 weeks into my second trimester a di feel myself wanting to nest and prepare for the baby even more...but I just feel like I don't have the help I need to really get ready for baby like I want to. I feel helpless a little, I don't want to tell anyone what to do, but I feel alone at the same time. Sigh any 18 weekers feeling. the same way?