sad, and just need a lift

im 28weeks along and my baby dad left me at 12weeks. (because his family told him to) i’ve been thinking about labor, i have no one who can attend. my sister doesn’t want to be there and i don’t have the type of friends who are even interested. my mother and i have never been close even since i was little. I’m actually really sad and trying not to stress myself out but it’s sinking in. I’m realizing how alone i actually am and trying not to stress. every time i think or it i start to cry and honestly don’t know what to do