I really just want my hcg levels to go back to 0...I had a blood test yesturday to check again but I hvnt heard the results yet and I took a hpt this morning because im inpatient and it still has a faint line :( I just want to try again...I want the spotting to stop. I just wanted a baby so bad! I have a healthy 3 yr old daughter and she is the world to me! I just wanted another baby and a playmate/sibling for her. I feel let down and cheated. I cant wait to try again! But im also worried of the same outcome. I dont think I could get my hopes up again till I hold my next child in my arms...whenever that may be...