The last few weeks has been really stressful for me and my mom isn’t making it any better😒. First off she knows I’m a lesbian and she hates it. She’s a Jehovah witness and I was grown up in the “truth”. I’m 16 and when I was 15 I kept it a secret until she found out about me and my girlfriend and broke us up. My school grades are great but when I come home it’s a whole different situation. I’m starting to hate myself now because I’m gay! The way I look everything about me. I do even know how I feel anymore. At some part of the day I always want to cry. I started talking to somebody but I don’t think it’s gonna work out because my mom doesn’t want me to talk to her. I can’t talk to anybody! She’s so strict. I had thoughts about suicide but I’m too scared to do that plus I have things I want to do in the future. But it’s been so hard on me lately. Like I literally hate myself right now. I still believe what was taught to me in the Kingdom Hall but I can’t help that I like girls. The just need help. I’m slowly losing myself. HELP ME PLEASE!