Just need to vent...

I'm feeling a little emotional today. I had my iui 8 days ago, triggered 10 days ago. This time around, doc put me on progesterone suppositories every 12 hrs.

Because today I'm emotional, I think its cruel that while on progesterone I feel pregnant, I'm tired all the time, I'm moody, and yet I'm probably not really pregnant. So, because I symptom spot I get excited like it probably actually worked this time but then (this morning) I get a bfn. All my other pregnancies (all ended in miscarriage) showed positive by 8dpo. This sucks....why does wanting to have a baby have to be so hard?!?!