It's been a year...
I really wanted to cry today, but I didn't have enough time alone. AF arrived this afternoon, marking a full year since we've been actively trying and a year and a half since I've been off birth control. We have no children and have been trying for our first.
Also, a friend on Facebook announced the birth of her son.
And I hated her.
I just don't know what I did wrong. I have an appointment with the doctor in two weeks for the "it's been a year now and I'm still not pregnant" appointment. I haven't even had a chemical pregnancy this entire time so apparently I just can't get pregnant at all. I am so sad and angry and discouraged. I want so badly to have a child and I believe I'd be a good mom - but nothing seems to have worked in my favor.
Sorry to be so pessimistic -- I'm just feeling very down today and needed to vent 😔
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