Not the conversation I didn't want to have. Advice would be nice.

Leaving anonymous for the time being because I know a lot of people may judge. Our relationship is not starting out the best. We started taking things slow but had unprotected sex, yes both consenting adults. I ended up being late on my period, so I tested. Only we got a more than shocking result. Ive had a hostile body and not been able to keep a pregnancy,and he had a less than 2% chance of ever getting anyone pregnant. And now here we are pregant. Faint lined but pregnant. 2 hours into a phone call later, we've decided that god, well god for me because im a christian, and for him if there is a god, hes an atheist, has delt us a pretty weird sick hand on us starting a relationship. And that this is also a cruel joke. After much debate and conversation on what we are doing, weve decided that after a blood test, if we are pregant we will be taking a small vacation together to an abortion clinic. This is not the time nor place for us to have a child, we crunched every number that we could and went back a million times and decided that in no way would letting this child live be beneficial to either of us. Not the right funds, slight displeasure of our forming relationship, career on my end, stability, tue fact that either of us could walk away, this was not the way to be delt this child, and particularly neither of us could see going through with where we are. Are we making the right choice to end in abortion. This was a fluke accident.