Over it

I hate to be that girl. The one that wishes her baby would just come early because I know it may not be what’s best for her. But I’m SO OVER BEING PREGNANT. I keep getting sharp cervix pains. I have SPD and it freaking hurts to move. I’m on bed rest for high blood pressure. And my brother died Monday and I’ve just been so stressed and then I stress out about how my stress is effecting my baby. I’m 36 weeks today and I just need her to come out, like now but she is showing zero signs of coming early 😩