I finally did it, after him treating me like shit for the past 8 (long) months. He had anger issues and made me feel like shit. When ever I would feel good about myself he would always bring me down. He never really cared about me, I’ve always known this.... all he cared about was sex. He always denied it, but actions speak louder than words. The thing that threw me over the line tho was when I was sleeping. I was sleeping in my underwear and I was laying on my side, and he puts his dick in me and starts fucking me very hard. I push him off, and I was still tired so I went back to sleep. A couple mins later he does it again, and then gets mad. That was the point where I was like, get the fuck out my life.

I could possible be pregnant and it’s making me nervous asf. I guess we will find out next week.