Anyone else?

So I have ppd I go tomorrow to get back on my depression and anxiety meds as I had stopped taking them being pregnant. Lately it's been kicking my butt since I had gallbladder surgery and havent been allowed to lift or hold my daughter for a week on top of that my stomach has swollen more from the surgery and I just feel ugly😢 really hoping the medicine will help. Went to try to get new non maternity pants for the first time since I've had her and had to go up a size in Jean's due to my stomach having the extra skin that hangs and my hips seem to have gotten wider from having her. Idk I just want to know I'm not the only one who feels like this and if the whole feeling ugly will get better.