I don’t know how to get over my first love & I don’t even think I want to. I wanted to marry him & have kids with him too. He taught me so much & then I turned around & treated him like shit during some times in the relationship. He was so sweet to me, looked out for me when he wasn’t able to be in my area, cuddled with me after sex, very affectionate & his kisses were deep. I love & miss him so much. I just wish he would answer my text & let me know he’s ok & that he still thinks of me everyday.