Am I really ugly?

I just don’t know what is wrong with me. Everyone keeps calling me so beautiful and all this stuff and they keep telling me that nice guys are out there and just too shoot my shot but guys literally ignore me or the are so mean to me. I just wondering why I am so ugly and stupid enough to think that anyone could ever love me. Like look at me I’m 220lbs and I have acne all over my face and I’m the bottom of the barrel. A guy wouldn’t be with me if I were the last woman on earth