11/20 - CD 17 - 2 DPO

In the TWW! CM turning more creamy.

I woke up this morning and just felt like crying right away. I wish I felt more excited this cycle. I feel either neutral or down. I want to be more hopeful but I’ve felt like this whole cycle is going to end in a bfn so why bother 😞 maybe I just need to get further into my TWW to feel more excited. 15 months into this, I guess I’m not surprised at how exhausted I feel.

I’m praying this cycle is different, but staying positive about TTC has been especially difficult lately.