Looking back :(

I took this first response back in early 2016, at 11 dpo, came up with In 1 min I was literally shocked. I was so happy and excited, but when I took more the next day and so on it disappeared. I will never know if it was the start of a true faint pos or a false negative / dodgy test. But ive never seen a line or faint line since.

I just feel always bummed that I’m never going to get to be a mom when everyone around me keeps falling pregnant. I’m I’m heading towards my 30s and it’s seeming harder than ever.

I have 3 days left till af and I’m praying that I seen some sort of line when I finally test.