Help please

I had depression then I was better but now I got so sad because I want a child and just nobody to have one with and I'm 16 i never had sex and haven't had a boyfriend since almost a year ago or been around a guy I've liked in a while soooo I'm so disgusted with myself I think I'm so ugly and dumb and that nobody's here for me I pray so hard about everything yet I just dont understand . Advice would help or if someone can talk to me I need friends.