What a disappointment?

What good is it to have health insurance when it dont pay for anything anyway. Have to postpone if i even decided to do it at all now my Ivf. So i work at the hospital that my fertility clinic is at after sitting down with my doctor and decided to do ivf we sat down with the insurance coordinator where i work to my understanding we wouldn't have to pay anything up front. And no one said anything about the meds being so expensive until i called the pharmacy to find out even with insurance at the only pharmacy my insurance covers is ridiculously over priced 5100. So ive managed away we could pay for the other meds the main one we cant afford is gonal F. Compassionate care gave me 25 % off but for 8-10 vials of gonal f its still hard to afford and cant get help any whete else im just so done