Anal Orgasm?

I have only done anal a few times and it mostly was just uncomfortable or painful. But I am lately very interested in trying it more. Maybe even a double penetration with two guys. But I want to know if the anal orgasm for women is a myth or if anyone out there has actually had one and what it’s like if so? I’ve read that it’s more intense than clitoral or even cervical or vaginal from penetration and I’m able to have all of those. They are all great. I’m just always in search of a kinkier better more intense orgasm.... Don’t judge please. I’m just a girl who loves sex.