Y’all, I just feel down.

It seems so ridiculous. I’m 6 weeks and 6 days from my csection and so excited about my baby boy, but I just feel so sad and lonely. My husband works long hours and I haven’t spent much time with friends lately, plus I’m still working full time during the week and I’m tired. I’m also feeling a little awkward lately because one of my best friends just starting dating my ex from high school so I don’t know how it will be when we end up having to see each other after all these years so there’s that... but irk maybe it’s all just hormones and I’ll feel better when it’s time for my baby shower in a couple weeks. I kinda just wanna hide under the covers...