Where do I go from here.. long

So me and my bf got into a argument and the argument started because of a small misunderstanding. He was out and I asked him where was he with all them bitches on his ig story not even asking who they were but mostly where was he in that specific story cause he posted more then one. I wasnt mad at all just curious. That was Thursday night and he got upset told me I was annoying as f, dumb, slow, ruining his night etc and told me stop texting his phone, ignored me on Friday till I called him. No response but he texted me saying yes and I asked him why is he so mad about that. He said he didn’t know who the girls were but he was with his friend and then he said he was mad cus I said the word “bitches” but u know that’s how we talk where I’m from. Like hey bitch wassup bitch we don’t refer to each other as females but he got mad whatever. I apologized and he said oh that was his friends gf and his sister and her friends he says he doesn’t care abt them but don’t use that word blah blah very petty but when his cousin referred to me calling me his bitch instead of gf he didn’t care. Anywho a huge argument started just cause of that and he said me I’m his karma for fucking over his ex!!!! That was so unbelievable, he called me a hoe yet he took my virginity and is the only guy I’ve done anything with. He told he didn’t plan on getting back with me the last time we broke up it just happened and he ignored me cause he was tired of talking to me yet he says he loves me and he can’t see himself no one else. He told me he was wrong Thursday night cause he assumed I was upset but never apologized. He told me that I’m on drugs and how when we’re good he wants to spoil and love me but when we’re not he doesn’t give a fuck. I’m like you think ur my father. Cursing me out and ignoring me is like spanking me then putting me on time out wth. If u don’t like a word just say it u don’t have to do all of that. He constantly brought up his ex this whole entire relationship. He says he puts me on do not disturb and continues living his life. When he said I was his karma my feelings were hurt and I feel sooo insecure I just feel so ugly I don’t even wanna go outside. I’ve been comparing myself to her I feel like he still wants to be with her and regrets fucking her over but he keeps denying it. I just don’t even wanna be seen I feel so fucking ugly. Everything he says or does he says it’s my fault. I’ve been crying yet he’s out partying and having the time of his life. This isn’t love and I’ve told him this. You can’t tell me u love me and ur actions not match he loves screaming he loves me but his actions say otherwise. I’ve told him plenty of times when ur in a new relationship u don’t Bring up ex’s!!! He can’t stop. I also had told him his karma’s gonna come bite him in the ass , I told him specifically he isn’t my karma cause I never did anyone wrong but he will be in my same spot and another female will have him feeling worthless and dirty and ugly. We haven’t officially broken up but I’m just done nothing will ever change. I told him don’t ignore me , communicate with me and he still did the same shit. 🤦‍♀️I’m tired so tired I feel so shitty and ugly. He always says things to hurt me and I told him good terms or bad terms u don’t make someone u claim u love worthless and this mf said it’s a argument I’m gonna hurt you , you think I’m gonna say nice things?