In my feelings

Hey sisters.

I met this guy on insta in June, he’s really so handsome and I got so attracted to him. We soon all wanted to meet each other but we’re in different cities so it was kinda difficult. He first said he’d come to my city but due to his tight schedule he couldn’t come. The head over heels me told him I’d come in November when I’d be free from college. I really liked this guy not just for looks idk but he seemed so distant and I used to feel like I was forcing him to talk to me but he could tell me it’s because we haven’t met yet. So November came and I traveled for almost 10hrs to meet this guy. I reached his home very late at night and in less than 30min he hugged me and boom we had sex(protected). The next day I’d booked a hotel room where I was staying, he came there and started the foreplay and all then when time came for sex he searched his bag and couldn’t find a condom. He claimed he thought he’d put it there, we were all horny by then and he assured me he’d always had it protected and then we had unprotected sex. I think he took advantage of the fact that I had told him I’d spent 2yrs without having sex with anyone, I really don’t know. All the time I was freaking that he’d cum inside me but he withdrew but I’m still scared waiting for my periods. I was pissed with him because during my visit he’d not really make time for me unless its to fuck me. I honestly wanted quality time with him not just sex. I came back to my city still pissed at him but I couldn’t stop myself from talking to him again. I really like him but he doesn’t show interest, he rarely replies to my texts. Should I confess my feelings for him, should I ask him if there’s something he once felt for me? What should I do? I need him I can’t seem to focus on anything after my visit to him.