I was super convinced that this was our month. We just had such an easy time with our first child that it breaking my heart month after month without another on the way.

I had all the signs that we were. Had multiple faint line tests. AF is coming in today and I’m just not in the mood to be around anyone. I want to curl up hide under the blankets eat lots of ice cream and just wallow.

Thinking about hitting the gym for the next few weeks to just let out my frustration, drop some weight, and get back to good before another babe is on the way.