I wish my belly could shrink for an hour.

Id take 30 mins.. honestly. I miss the feeling of intimacy with my love. I miss the way he would grab my waist and pull me close. I know he's not attracted to my body right now. I wouldnt be either. I miss him carressing my breasts and licking and sucking on my nipples. Cant do that now or my titty will probably squirt in his face 😂 i miss him being able to lay with his body pressed against mine.. but now my baby squirms and kicks (silly baby girl).. i want him to throw me on the bed and just pound me hard and fast. I want to be able to ride his dick without feeling like i ran a 10k. I want him to be able to reach over and feel me up and touch me.. but its a real turn off when hes touching my pussy and she starts jumping around in there. I want him to rub his tongue all over my clit and me actually be able to see him. But he hasnt dared. I dont blame him. I cant shave or even see down there. I had a piece of toilet paper stuck there for so long without knowing. 🙄 i suppose ill survive. We are looking at another 5 weeks or so for pregnant and another 6 weeks healing time. Unfortunately im tired of feeling unattractive. I love my lil bouncy baby girl but damn i wish i could have 30 mins of love, sexy time.. just getting my pussy pounded, back to back orgasms. I want him to WANT ME again

Sorry for being so vulgar but we all are adults here in the general pregnancy group(i hope😅)