Fingers crossed 🤞🏻

So guys, my fiancé and I just recently decided to actively began trying for our first last month. I'm currently waiting to see if aunt flo shows on the 2nd. Fingers crossed 🤞🏻

My best friend, who also happens to be dating my brother, texted me and said she's 80% sure she's pregnant. I'm overwhelmed with joy for her and my brother, but I can't help but be heartbroken at the same time. I'm so envious of how easy it was for them. They weren't trying, they've only been together for 4 months & only lived together for like 3. So I'm really hoping this is my month 😭