My inner freak is trying to escape 😅😂

I'm quite aware of what I like and want to try but it's always been something I wanted to wait for the right person for. Not necessarily husband but someone special that gave it meaning. Long story short I'd only been with a friend for practice up until recently. I just said WTH I'm an adult live a little and I slept with a guy I'd been talking to for a while. It was spontaneous in his car right before we had to meet some friends at a concert. We walked in right after doing it and it was a nice little secret. But that just made me want to explore more. Like I just want to try out all sorts of different guys now. Granted sex isn't particularly enjoyable for me, but I still just want to go exploring lol. I'm trying to keep myself at Bay because I know I'd feel terrible about myself if I let my number get too high. Okay I'm good, just had to get that off my chest haha 😊