Anyone else get test anxiety?

Question

I feel like I am the captain of the too scared to test club.

After having a miscarriage, months of negative tests and then a possible chemical we took a break from TTC but now I'm about 2 weeks late and scared to take a test! 
I haven't even had the guts to buy one.

I'm afraid of another dissapointing negative.
I'm afraid of another positive ending in heartache.

Answer

I would buy the test, then you can know and take good care of yourself. I'm also in the "just get it over with" mindset. We have had back to back miscarriages and my doctors will not do further testing until you have 3 back to back so at this point I'm saying if no one will take me seriously until I lose three babies I'm not waiting, I want to get it over with. It doesn't make it any less scary though. I just checked my calendar and saw that it's coming up on that time for me to test again, and I'm getting nervous. I hate going into this feeling like I can't be excited because there's a good chance in my mind it won't work out my way. But those are the things we have to do I guess.

Anyone else get test anxiety?

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