Should I say it or not?

In 2012 I had miscarried a little boy at 5 months. We had named him noah. 6 months later I found out I was pregnant again and with a boy as well.

I will always wonder how my life would have been if he was here and it still hurts some days knowing he's gone.

Well I always have the urge to keep trying to correct people that I have 2 sons technically and most of the time I don't because I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable or feel bad for me.

It's been about 8 years since I miscarried.

Does anyone else feel this way?

That deep inside you want to correct them when they don't really know? I feel as if I don't that I'm erasing his memory.